padhai,death metal,beer,murphy's law.....

conversation after a long time between me and ashish-my bestest buddy...

me-aur suna kaisa hai

he-theek hun.. u tell me... hows everythg...

me-padhai nahi ho rahi yar... u know me na.. main wo gadha hun jise gajar dikhao to daudega and whip me...

he-main aa jata hun padhane...

me-ya sure!! why not...

he-listen to death metal.. u ll love it guddu(my nick name.)

me-haan chal bata.. lemme youtube it...

he-and hows evrythg...evrythg cool know...hows ur parmeshwar..

me-hmmm...yar i guess i have forgotten how to love...

he-wo book pahd le...art of loving...

me-haan ab bas kitaabo se seekhna padega...

he-tu queen hai kya...y thgs gotta be perfect wid u..swear on murphy's law.. it wrks... expect average...

me-cant be so pessimistic...why such an approach..

he-not pessimistic dear..a happy way.. why to have evrythg very goody goody....

me-bakwas mat kar...paka mat chal.. office wale tujhe mujhse gappe ladane ke liye paise nahi dete,,,,

he-tujhe kya hai.,, tu bolna...

me--hmm.. chal bata... pallavi kaisi hai.,,,

he--theek hai,.,insecure hai tujhse..., achha sun .. tu mere dream mein aayi,.,,

me-ha ha ha!!.i m loving it...dreams mein aaungi to insecure to hogi,.,by the way kya kar rahi thi main,..,

he-yar hum gaon gaye the.. n we had a good beer...

me-achha...sahi hai.. main tere sapne mein full talli..dharam bhrasht kar de mera..

he-thr was a lot more.. rehne de..

me-better.. zyada sapne mat dekh... nahi to tera shadi se pehle divorce ho jayega..

he-ha ha ha!! chal rehne de...

me-chal ab me get going... yar I phone le aana... bas!! bye....

he-haan bas isliye to ja raha hun main.. office ka kaam thode hi hai,,,chal bye...

me-achha kya bye.. ruk... sun ..

he-haan kya hai... jaldi bol.. main waise hi late aaya hun aaj office...

me-ja ab... kuchh nahi... main padh lun ab thoda... bye

he-bye

here it is...

this is wat my brother has got for me.. but my sixth sense says... thr is a lot more... he he he!!...

PS : if its not.. u cook up somethg.. n get before i reach thr...

those were not the accidental brushes...not a kid that i ll not understd... still figuring out wat fun one gets out of it... is it enough for thr so called desperate need if i say so...

u could see it in the eyes... the eyes full of so much hunger...

and its worse wen u cant say it aloud... though u do try... but den its better wen not talked about...

but can such thgs be ignored... may be superficially they can.. but deep down they do leave an escutcheon... feeling terrible at the moment...

ashamed r they... or even such a thought passes by... no.. i m sure its a no.. irrespective of thr age..

the worse being wen u sit down and got to dine wid dem... ur boldness goes out of the window.. on the road.. u end up wiping off ur tears pretending as if somethg has got into ur eyes..felt like being bruised...

tried to collect the strength and mention it...but den a fear crept in.. wat if everyone blames me.. its better to be mum about it... whr can one find a peace.. wen its not even at home... how can u stop such predators to enter ur house..

i did mention to him.. but even he asked me to be mum and not to talk bout it at home... never expected dis from him though.. but thats the way it is... the one who claims to be ur guardian cant do anythg either... is he too practical and real.. or me over reacting..

but if its bout taking care of my very being... den no reaction can ever be over...

twice bitten never shy!!! :-)

lil brother went for a Goa trip.. more den him.. it was me who was excited back home.. most obviously to know wat all he has got for me... ;-)

and here it goes...

abbu (lil bro) and me--

me-hi abbu

abbu-haan bol...

me-kahan hai..

abbu-ghar per..

me-arey u r back!

abbu-haan!

me-how was it..

abbu-nice..

me-how many of u were thr ???

abbu-seven

me-u had feni??

abbu-yeah!

me-how was it??

abbu-bad..

(final question)

me-wat all u have got for me...???

abbu-dekh.. sun... i came back last night at 1.. i m feeling damn sleepy... i ll click wat all i have got and ll send the pic... now plz keep down the fone.. else i ll slam it down...

me-yeah sure! get lost!.. bye...

abbu-u too...

the curiosity got no bounds u see ;-)

another way to find it out...

here it goes...

elder brother (bhai) and me

me-hi bhai

bhai-hi..

me-abbu reached know...

bhai-ya last night'

me-i know.. i called... this filthy pig didnt talk to me properly.. i m gonna break his neck on my next visit...

bhai- its ok.. u know he is like dat...

(final question)

me-anyways tell me wat all has he got for me?? u know he didnt tel me...

bhai- r u mad.. he is all tired n all that... n so m i... i was sleeping wen u called... i have been driving the entire night...me not in delhi... u understd wat it means... we mortals do get tired...

phewwww!!!!

me-yeah! so.. it ll not take more then a second before u tell me.. wat all he has got for me...

bhai-u gone nuts... he came by 1 at night.. n just den i left... i didnt ask... but guess some dress or soemthg...

me-and?? :-)

bhai-and.. now i m gonna seriously kill u... get lost!!!!

me-same to u....

sigh!!!

[atleast i gotta know one thg!!! he he he ]

n my dear! i love u!!

Didnt even notice u wen for the first time both of us were ragged together... and wen the seniors asked me "are u guys frds??" and i replied... "no sir! we r acquaintances".... guess wat they said really turned out to be true... they forecasted it.. isnt it...

and i thk all the stars above.. to give me a genie in disguise in dis lifetime!!!

no wrds r enough to say "thk u ashish" for everythg

lemme just recollect them..

for giviing opporutnity to Delhi University to gimme the engineering degree..thks fro dragging me to canteen lawns..and making me sit down n study... thks for slapping me hard to concentrate.. wen i used to get all philosophical...

how can wee forget our "the world is bad" session.... and u making me feel the best girl in the whole world...

thks for going wid me for the entire delhi bhraman... for rechecking thg...

thks for giving me ur shoulder to cry.... thks for wiping off my tears....

thks for reminding me that abhi u r married.. and the one u r bitching bout is not ur bf...

thks for being thr at my every beck and call... even in chilly winters... how can we forget me giving u my jacket... which i love the most to u.. like a hero// wen u drove all the way to gimme notes..

thks for going to my place.... to teach my lil bro C++ even wen i was not around...

thks for getting me all the stuffs u get even wen ur girl frd looks all puzzled... thks for giving me a share of ur first salary ...

thks for letting me take charge of ur wallet everytime we r out to lounge around.. widout even a wrd...

thks for missing me,... thks for shedding tears.. everytime u know i have to go back.. thks for jumping around on the news of me coming back,,

thks for the wonderful watches u get me... thks for the perfumes.. thks for giving me ur hand to try out all the posssible thgs from body shop...

thks for pulling my ears.. wen my mind go haywire... thks for keeping me grounded...

thks for being thr ashish in every thicks n thins...

thks for being "ashish"

thks for loving me unconditionally...

thks for letting me shout,scream and order u!!!.

thks in advance for the I PHONE that u r getting me dis Jan... ;-)

and thks for getting "Used" that to wid a smile on the face..

trust me... virgin mary wud never taste the same widout u!! and my bachelors degree is all urs!! HArd Rock CAfe rocks!!!

n my dear!! i love u!!!

no wrds are enough to praise u...

isse zyada jhoot main ab nahi bol sakti.... mera bhi kuchh imaan dharam hai ya nahi

and the faith in frdship continues coz of ppl like u.. Amen!!!

playing hide and seek wid my very being!

i m all game!!!

i wish my heart knew a lil maths!!!

fool me...

i dont mind being fooled if u can afford to...

but dont fool me to an extent...

that it ruins me...